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I don’t have that jazz voice, but I definitely relate. Christianity has no energy for me, I cannot feel faith or see god, but have prayed to no avail all my life, still hoping against hope for non fuck but love. I could not ever feel, believe, care, but felt all the reversekundalini that came with the care from another void, timeline, human. I prayed to be good and content and happy.