Reverse Kundalini

It was perhaps the most ugly audial assault you can imagine, determined to stay sober and behaving when I got out without all of the glorification of prostitution, hard chemicals, and money. It got to where that life seemed like a clever tolerable decision. The brainwashing was harsh but I survived it, even on lactalose […]

Yes, yes, yes, a relief from my “enlightenment” and some real world satisfaction. A awesome awesome supervisor on my side, quietly addressing my issues I claimed in my arbitration with positivity and gregarious friendship. Hero to my soul. We’d get along great in real life. I’m going to go back to mentoring new hires which […]

Happily I’ve been doing excellent in the one course I need for Ucf- and dropped two classes. The other class I kept was the psychology of adjustment. I’m taking a class in com2 which I need to be admitted to Ucf- but was thinking I’d go get an aa in addition to my as rather […]

My 2016 fiat pop had a clutch issue. One month after I had it. I brought it in- they found nothing wrong abd couldn’t replicate issue. Now at 40k I have to fix bad clutch for 2200 bucks. I can’t trade it in/ I owe too much. I’m just excited I have enough to paint […]

It’s nice to be nice, when you mean it and when you don’t. Both ways it’s kind to be kind. Everyone has thier own mental illness abd I like to say mine allows me to usually remain civil and professional and rational. It’s not that I don’t understand things and peoples reasons – I just […]

Things you should only do with your boyfriend. Any ideas for what those things might be? Except for the things you do yourself. Work. Get degrees. Submit patents. Drink margaritas or martinis depending the occasion. Have an ex-husband and child that’s not his. Random biohacking. Risqué pictures. Lesbian kisses, thrusts and fails. Church. AA. Get […]

Much credit to the world of chiropractics that I encountered at the Chiropractic Life Center in Clermont. The dizziness, black spots, anxiety to the point of not being able to get out of bed without hyperventilating have gone!!! My first adjustment the chiropractor adjusted me and that was my last severe anxiety attack. Just like […]

Who will show us how to read the signs (Song of the dispossessed “dead can dance”) The earth is our mother she taught us to embrace the light – the earth is master and live in eternal night watch out my ears watch out my eyes when the night comes you’ve filled me with lies […]

What makes anyone think that when they are dead they have more power than the living? That they have knowledge and vision in heaven if they don’t innately have that power as a living being? Meatsacks drag us down? You can try to have faith that it’s everything and whatever u want Is there- it’s […]

Prophecy can’t tell us what hell or torture could occur if we do what our natural will is. We are all born with will but silence our intuition so much it’s almost silent.

But strangely voices, delusions, psychosis, are all at bay for now. Now sadly my bowels are inflamed and the wall is severely thickened. Ended up in hospital, and now I have upcoming doc appt. happy Fourth of July!!! The USA is number one, bring me your tired, your hungry, yearning to be free. Freedom to […]

Express yourself, feel the shame of what you are. It might be worth it. anyways, there’s nothing. Nothing out there, nothing to see in this rapid soul. Nothing but triggers. Nothing but fucking triggers. Damned for the devil, damned fir the Christianity, damned for the wicked, the rich, the poor, the ugly, the unloved worthless […]

Perspective is the magic only good and sane people have.

What is your perspective on me? What are your reasons why I am unworthy, cannot get better. What makes me weak? The sims ive asked you for forgiveness for and fought until I bled? Why is my life pain and why have u judged me so harshly and never allowed me to be satisfied, even […]

I have faith.

Learning to earn chakras that are balanced and work with energies, the energies within, without, around you. Reverse kundalini is about what to eat, think, how to breathe smile, when to smile and whether to wear your pointy shoes. Love you all with the energy I do know how to use!!

Except for mental AND emotional slavery. Whaddya think.

Blessed, forgiven, ok

It was so hard to find a good therapist – I really feel empowered by Rebecca and I really think she has a way of listening, intuition and perspective that empowers her to understand my thought processes and feelings, sand because I feel that I am understood I feel like I really have managed to […]

Show up to get it and my car is broken, the part isn’t working anymore. They always mess something up every time I come to get my car fixed. I am tired of this happening in every aspect of my life